Friday, August 10, 2007
Hmm..once again i m blogging again..
Its been quite long since i last blog..
This time kinda unique..coz i m posting from my hp..rofl right.
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Now i m kinda confuse while posting.,coz she told me not to get addicted to games..but i feel she may get..although she said she just play for fun..i don't why i feel this way..maybe i m wrong..i know i been playing too much this week too..dota has been in my mind all this week..but deep inside i m still telling myself to not lose control..i wan to play only when i have the free time.. But it seems to her i m getting addicted..all i want is a balance in between studies and enjoyment..studying isn't that hard after all..when there is someone there studying with u..i just want to tell her even though i may get impatient during studies..i really didn't meant it..its maybe due to i being oversensitive to people reactions and mistook what they really meant..really hope to study more as o's is coming
I can see she has alot of problems inside her..but she ain't saying out..i really wanna help..but i seem useless..she said that i will not understand how she feels..even if i do not..i will try my best to help..and trying to put the smile back on her face..i guess she is mostly troubled over THAT thing..i guess from what she from me i m just an outsider and do not understand anything..maybe i do..i do feel the problem too..just showing out of me i don't so it wun make her worry..i m actually also worrying for them..but i just cant think what to do..all i hope is that they will just forget it and move on..just hoping they will each move back 1 step..i can see that the 1 most affected by all this is her..thats y i feel so useless that i cant do anything.. All i wish i could take all this problem off her head and into mind..
just her dad called and i can see her sorrows deepening.. I just want tell her that i will ALWAYS be here for her no matter what happens..and even though i may be short temper..it goes off as fast as it comes..and is not i dun let her play game..its just i dun want her to overdo it..although i know she is playing to distract her sorrows.,
i think i will stop here for now.,
sorry for being to monotone..
Hope everything will be fine again..
12:13 AM
Kev;
HITSUGAYA TOUSHIROU.
Saturday, August 4, 2007
Today.........................................
IS my 1st time posting on a REAL post on this BLOG!!
hMm... how to start sia...
ok lets start de posting..
Firstly,
*2 finger spacing* Today is Friday. lol. who doesn't know that. Something people don't know is what i did today. hmmm. i woke up like mid day and skip school cause it was like quite late already. She(u know who) also didn't attend school today<-(as usual for Friday). So we decided to go have lunch at Yuki Yaki(maybe spell wrongly) but unfortunately it was like 4pm++ and by the time we reach there we have to pay the adult price instead of the normal student price. So, we decided to go to cafe cartel(Raffles City) to eat as they have 30% off till 5.30pm. And so we did.
*Leave A line*
*2 finger spacing again*At cafe cartel, she ordered Hawaiian pork chop n i ordered St.Louis Pork rib both with the complete meal. After eating we went to Esplanade library to study( can believe i also will study de right, here the evidence) 
After studying, we went to marina square to eat Anderson Ice cream n we ate the couple fondue. Kinda nice but little sweet ba. After that we when home by bus which was a long journey. hmm, thats all for today ba.
*The End*
12:42 AM
Kev;
HITSUGAYA TOUSHIROU.