Hmm..once again i m blogging again..
Its been quite long since i last blog..
This time kinda unique..coz i m posting from my hp..rofl right.
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Now i m kinda confuse while posting.,coz she told me not to get addicted to games..but i feel she may get..although she said she just play for fun..i don't why i feel this way..maybe i m wrong..i know i been playing too much this week too..dota has been in my mind all this week..but deep inside i m still telling myself to not lose control..i wan to play only when i have the free time.. But it seems to her i m getting addicted..all i want is a balance in between studies and enjoyment..studying isn't that hard after all..when there is someone there studying with u..i just want to tell her even though i may get impatient during studies..i really didn't meant it..its maybe due to i being oversensitive to people reactions and mistook what they really meant..really hope to study more as o's is coming

I can see she has alot of problems inside her..but she ain't saying out..i really wanna help..but i seem useless..she said that i will not understand how she feels..even if i do not..i will try my best to help..and trying to put the smile back on her face..i guess she is mostly troubled over THAT thing..i guess from what she from me i m just an outsider and do not understand anything..maybe i do..i do feel the problem too..just showing out of me i don't so it wun make her worry..i m actually also worrying for them..but i just cant think what to do..all i hope is that they will just forget it and move on..just hoping they will each move back 1 step..i can see that the 1 most affected by all this is her..thats y i feel so useless that i cant do anything.. All i wish i could take all this problem off her head and into mind..

just her dad called and i can see her sorrows deepening.. I just want tell her that i will ALWAYS be here for her no matter what happens..and even though i may be short temper..it goes off as fast as it comes..and is not i dun let her play game..its just i dun want her to overdo it..although i know she is playing to distract her sorrows.,

i think i will stop here for now.,
sorry for being to monotone..
Hope everything will be fine again..

12:13 AM

Kev;
HITSUGAYA TOUSHIROU.

About me..

Kevin
born on e 28 of dec
18 this year
10th Squad Captain

WishList..

Simple life.
A new beginning
To Be with Her 4eva
<3 deardear
Pass all my module

What i like..

Sleep
Eat
n Sleep
Pool

SAY IT OUT!!

Friends..

Mich
Er_z
Hanisah
Hx aka Aiai
Mr Funny & Little Miss Giggles
Moo Mooo

HISTORY

July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
April 2008
July 2008