Today was a boring day..
If u were wondering wad i did today..
All i can tell u is..
Slp,Eat n slack...
Haiz..exams so near..
Yet i still cant get myself to study..
Y is it liddaT?
Is it becoz all my hopes n dreams r gone?
Nth to aim forward to really..
I noe studies n all is all for my own good only..
But the truth is..I m a hopes n dreams motivated person..
If u noe me well u should noe ba..

Dunno y the wound feels more pain this week..
If feels as though i m strength less the whole week..
I tot i had already survive thru the hardest..
But i think the pain has just begin..
To stop n think..
My life is almost perfect..
I had almost everything ppl dream to hab..
But it still feels incomplete..

Maybe last time when it was incomplete..
Tat was the time it was the most complete..
Been thinking this week..
Alot of things can be avoided..
There was a save for her n me..
But when i was with her..
I was blinded ba..
Went thru some old vids n pics..
Flashback was really nonstop..
I oso realise i was really lucky last time..
I was like a ugly duckling tat wants to be with a swan..
Y must ppl always realise things after they hab lost it?
Would there be a second chance for ppl that feels remorseful?

1st time in my life i m really feeling emo..
Always wanted to feel how was it like..
Now i understand le..
The feeling of having a painful heart throughout the day..
Is really bad..
I really hab alot of things to tell her..
But cant find the chance to..
Haiz..

Aiya..wads the point of brooding over all these..
For now..all i can do is to believe in this phrase..
"Wad meant to be mine will be mine"
I will will believe tat till my last breath of life ba..
Even though thinking back nxt time..
I may think i m kinda dumb..
But the times we hab been together..
Will nv be forgotten..
Although it wasnt very long..
But to think of it..
We hab been thru so many thing tat some ppl wun even go thru their whole time together..

Ok ba..let me emo till here for now..
If any1 bother to read..
Thx for reading..

Labels: hope to get u back 1 day..

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Kev;
HITSUGAYA TOUSHIROU.

About me..

Kevin
born on e 28 of dec
18 this year
10th Squad Captain

WishList..

Simple life.
A new beginning
To Be with Her 4eva
<3 deardear
Pass all my module

What i like..

Sleep
Eat
n Sleep
Pool

SAY IT OUT!!

Friends..

Mich
Er_z
Hanisah
Hx aka Aiai
Mr Funny & Little Miss Giggles
Moo Mooo

HISTORY

July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
April 2008
July 2008