Haha..wad a nice few days i got..
Dunno wad to do now la..
I m being cornered with myself once again..

i already regretted everything le..
those i can pay back de..
i will pay back
those i cant de..
i oso dunno how i pay back..
i tot u noe me well ba..
but maybe u just dint..
we dint noe each other well frm the start like u said..
m i such a hatered to u?
if u doubt wad we hab benn thru together..
i oso cannot do anything..
believe me or not..
it was true ba..

for not paying u back..
i admit..its my fault..
my inability to pay u back..
i m already digging for the money now..
so wad if my family is well to do..
it isnt me tat is well to do..

aiya say so much u still hate me tat much..
wad should i do?
disappear for earth den u dun hate me le?
sometimes i just hate myself for loving u so much..
too many things in my mind..
i just dunno how to express it out..

i lost u le..
i lost all my hopes..
2 mths plus has pass le..
n the more u hate me..
if i can undo the past..
i wun do things the same way again..
i din noe loving a person too much will make the person hate u..
i really din mean it..
i m really sry..
wad else can i say right?
only tat 1 word

i now already nth to look forward to le..
u think i living happy now?
u r wrong den..
not even happy..
i m just trying to pass time fast so i dun think abt anything..
me n her? we r just frens..
dun nid u say..she oso wun accept me de..
i already lost all my confidence tat u gave me le..
being with u was a great thing for me though..
it shows me the ups n downs of life
n wad is life
rather den just being some1 useless

so now..if i return u the money asap..
i dun hope u will forgive or wad..
i just hope we will break even ba..
all i wan to say i already said..
i really meant no harm..
its up to u to believe
hope we still can be friends..
like wad u said when we broke up ba..

Labels: the souless me..lost of my confidence..

5:03 AM

Kev;
HITSUGAYA TOUSHIROU.

About me..

Kevin
born on e 28 of dec
18 this year
10th Squad Captain

WishList..

Simple life.
A new beginning
To Be with Her 4eva
<3 deardear
Pass all my module

What i like..

Sleep
Eat
n Sleep
Pool

SAY IT OUT!!

Friends..

Mich
Er_z
Hanisah
Hx aka Aiai
Mr Funny & Little Miss Giggles
Moo Mooo

HISTORY

July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
April 2008
July 2008