Saturday, December 29, 2007
Wahaha..Din hab the time to post till now..
Its been almost 1 day since i turned 18..
Finally after so long..
Yst..
I had a super fun filled day..
Thx every 1 for celebrating with me..
For tat..
I will post in detail on wad happened yst..
Wahahaha.
Get rdy for the long post..
1st of all..
We arrange to meet @ 9am at hfc..
I was late as usual..
Actually not really..
I was there much earlier..
But i went to somewhere after i reach there..
So kinda reach around 9.30am?
Total of 9 ppl including me turned up..
We had breakfast n den when to vivo to take the monorail to Sentosa..
Here is where the fun all begin..
Once we reach sentosa..
We hit the beach..
Woot..Played frm like 5 hrs?
I think around there or more..
I had alot of fun..
N i did sth i nv did before too..
But too bad it din turned out as expected..
After tat..
We all showered n went to Sentosa Luge & Skyride..
Only 4 of us went for it..
Coz the thing is kinda pricey
Its cost like $9 per person..
But it was worth the money..
It was dam fun..
After tat..
We head out of Sentosa..
To meet another 3 more person at City hall..
And we went to Marina Square's Pizza hut to eat dinner..
1st time i eat with so many ppl at there sia..zzz
Den tio sabo by they all..
They went to order 1 brownie ice cream..
Den the pizza hut play the bday song..
Dam ps sia..
But i enjoyed it though..
Thx guys..
After dinner..
We head on to bugis to play pool at pool fusion 2..
Shiok sia..
1st time open 3 tables..
Lol..
Although i lost most of the games..
But i still had fun..
Most of us played so it was kinda fun..
After pool..
It was kinda the end of the outing le..
We all left on our own way..
I went to jurong though..
Send her home..
Kinda talk abt the stuff i hab been hoping to come thru the whole day..
Den reach her hse le..
Den both of us dun feel like going off so early..
So we went to eat prata at a prata shop nearby..
Not bad la..
But kinda crowded..
Den after tat..
We slowly walk back to her hse..
In the end..The thing still din came thru..
I dunno wad was missing..
And i wasnt good at all these in the first place..
Maybe i did it all wrong..
All i can do now is to hope for the time to come ba..
Btw..THX EVERY 1 THAT WAS THERE FOR EVERYTHING..
I REALLY APPRECIATED IT..
IT WAS THE BEST BDAY I EVER HAD..Labels: When will it be the right time? i wonder ..
10:11 PM
Kev;
HITSUGAYA TOUSHIROU.
Friday, December 28, 2007
wow..
Its been 12 days since i last blog..
Thats long..
Many things hab occur during this 12 days..
I passed thru 12 days of confusion..
wahahaha..
Although..i already decided on wad to do le..
But i m still a little confused..
Its my bday today..
I m happy there r ppl celebrating with me..
And i gonna do something i nv do before..
I hope everything goes as plan..
If it did..
Later will be a good day..
Guess u all r wondering wad i did the past 12 dayS?
I changed my lifestyle..
Back to normal..
No more chionging of maplestory..
I start spending times with my frens again..
And recently..
I got rid of my long hair cut..
n i wan to change my style too..
no more kiddy style anymore..
I M FINALLY 18..SO I SHOULD GROW UP LE..
okie..tats abt wad i hab done..
now..
I decided to go for it le..
no more fearing le
Guess i gtg go slp le..
If not tmr cant wake up..Labels: My bday wish: For tat thing to come thru..
1:48 AM
Kev;
HITSUGAYA TOUSHIROU.
Sunday, December 16, 2007
hmm..finally blogging again..
Its been quite awhile..
Many things happen during this period of time when i was away..
N i learn a lot things too..
The main reason tat i was away was tat my grandmother passed away..
She passed away on wed evening..
N i was busy with the wake n funeral all the way till today..
It was kinda sudden for her death..
As no 1 really guess it was so soon..
But she was on a lot of medication le..
So i think it a good think tat she went ba..
She was in the hospital for a week or so before she went..
We even expected tat she would be out on last fri..
But who noes this happened..haiz..
The worst thing was tat..
I went to visit her only once in the hospital..
And it was like 1 week or more before she passed away..
Every 1 asked me to visit her during the week..
But i dunno y i just couldnt find the time..
When i found time to go le..
She already passed away le..
Now i really regret le..Haiz..
She always wanted me to visit her..
But she nv ever complain if i dint..
I feel so useless..
She treat me so good after all these yrs..
Yet i just took it for granted..
After thinking for so many days..
I think..wad "she" said was rite..
I should hab spend more time with my grandmother..
Guess it just dint hit me till she was gone ba..
Now i noe how does it feel to lost someone really really close to u..
I guess only "she" will noe how i feel now ba..
So i just want to tell u guys..
Cherish all those close to u..
Who noes 1 day they will just go without notice..
And u will regret not spending time with them..
If i could just reverse time..
I will not do things the same way again..
She was just too nice n understanding as a grandmother..
All i wish now is for her to go in peace ba..
I heard her last wishes frm my grandfather..
I will try my best to fulfill them..
Thats all for now ba..Labels: y am i losing my love ones 1 by 1..n live to regret it..
9:36 PM
Kev;
HITSUGAYA TOUSHIROU.
Monday, December 10, 2007
Hmm..super long nv blog le..
Kinda having insomnia now..
I guess alot things has happen to ppl around me..
I m almost lost contact with ppl which hav been close to me..
Everyday..Just wasting my time away in a game..
Guys..I really dun wish to be like this..
But i really cant take it anymore..
This is the only way to keep my mind asleep..
I really prefer going out den staying at home..
But there r too many reason for me not to..
I really hate my life now..
I m wasting my time away like wad i did 2 yrs ago..
Things around me changes while i remains the same..
Wad should i do den?
One moment..Its hot n stingy..
The nxt moment..It becomes cold n soft..
Even though hot n stingy is very painful..
I still prefer it to be tat way..
Should do something to put the heat back on?
Now i believe tat..
How perfect a thing is..
There r always flaws..
But if there weren't flaws..
How can the thing be perfect..
Flaws r for us to mend..
I just hope tat ppl cherish perfect things..
As they r not easy to come along..
I may have decided on carrying on with my life..
But somethings..
I just cant stop myself to stop n see..
Even though i m in a position tat which i cant do anything..
Enough said now..
I bet most of u dun understand wad i m saying rite?
If u dun understand..
Means u dun hab the need to..
If this yr was like last..
It would be more fruitfully spend..Labels: Hope to see the flames on u once again..
6:48 AM
Kev;
HITSUGAYA TOUSHIROU.