hmm..finally blogging again..
Its been quite awhile..
Many things happen during this period of time when i was away..
N i learn a lot things too..

The main reason tat i was away was tat my grandmother passed away..
She passed away on wed evening..
N i was busy with the wake n funeral all the way till today..
It was kinda sudden for her death..
As no 1 really guess it was so soon..
But she was on a lot of medication le..
So i think it a good think tat she went ba..
She was in the hospital for a week or so before she went..
We even expected tat she would be out on last fri..
But who noes this happened..haiz..

The worst thing was tat..
I went to visit her only once in the hospital..
And it was like 1 week or more before she passed away..
Every 1 asked me to visit her during the week..
But i dunno y i just couldnt find the time..
When i found time to go le..
She already passed away le..
Now i really regret le..Haiz..
She always wanted me to visit her..
But she nv ever complain if i dint..
I feel so useless..
She treat me so good after all these yrs..
Yet i just took it for granted..

After thinking for so many days..
I think..wad "she" said was rite..
I should hab spend more time with my grandmother..
Guess it just dint hit me till she was gone ba..
Now i noe how does it feel to lost someone really really close to u..
I guess only "she" will noe how i feel now ba..

So i just want to tell u guys..
Cherish all those close to u..
Who noes 1 day they will just go without notice..
And u will regret not spending time with them..
If i could just reverse time..
I will not do things the same way again..
She was just too nice n understanding as a grandmother..

All i wish now is for her to go in peace ba..
I heard her last wishes frm my grandfather..
I will try my best to fulfill them..

Thats all for now ba..

Labels: y am i losing my love ones 1 by 1..n live to regret it..

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Kev;
HITSUGAYA TOUSHIROU.

About me..

Kevin
born on e 28 of dec
18 this year
10th Squad Captain

WishList..

Simple life.
A new beginning
To Be with Her 4eva
<3 deardear
Pass all my module

What i like..

Sleep
Eat
n Sleep
Pool

SAY IT OUT!!

Friends..

Mich
Er_z
Hanisah
Hx aka Aiai
Mr Funny & Little Miss Giggles
Moo Mooo

HISTORY

July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
April 2008
July 2008